February 20, 2007
~ Randomly...
Kynthia msged me before she flew back HK today, to tell me to wish Kay a Happy CNY.
I asked if she's mad.
And she thought what I meant was if she was angry at me for ignoring her (after she ignored us first).
Missing the point, again, as always. Deja vu.
xxx
"You can't change the past, but the future is a different story."
I don't know mann... As far as I'm concerned, I can only plan for a future that is limited to the next weekend.
"What is this? This is not real."
Fuck. Not again. Spare me from the real and not real thingy...
xxx
I want that sense of contentment in being able to believe in someone. To believe in someone. That he or she will be there, that he or she also believes in me, that I will be there. To believe that so long as our hands are held tight together, we will walk through the steep mountains, the gentle hills and the frequent plateaus.
And if he or she has no better excuse for a break up with me, then, just tell me the truth - I don't love you anymore. 'Anymore' means now and in future, no more. But, I did love you in the past. Good enough. Good enough.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:09